Fail

In life, we fail.
Its plain and simple.
There are just some things we can not do.

This fail isn't just a little thing I can let go...
I can't work without thinking about him,
I can't party without thinking about him,
I can't breathe without thinking about him!
Preston is constantly on my mind!

I am not angry we can't adopt him... I understand why... My heart is just broken and scared!

What if he never finds a family?
What if something happens?
Will I ever be able to forgive myself?


I'm not going to give up on Preston!!!
Thats my little brother... he always will be!
Please, God, please, make this OK!