Back to blogging...

Wow, I really stink at blogging sometimes!

I am sorry!

So, the whole letter to Oscar idea isn't really my thing... I want this blog to be about my life with Oscar, but also with my friends, my sibling and everyone elce :) I want to be able to show Annie and Billy and Zac this blog and for them to see that I care about them too!

I want to share my forever blessed life with everyone!!!

An update on my crazy life:

I turned 16 on May 13th, and it was the best day of my life! Besides Oscar being born of course ;)

I had my beautiful friends stay the night, and then we hit up the zone cross coutry for work instead of school....

My beautiful best friend, Kaitlin

Abbie and Alice :)

One of my favorite pictures!

Just droppin' it low!

So, we are THE BEST shufflers EVER! I'm tellin' y'all, we should be paid, were that good!

And then the clock struck 5pm, and it was time to get ready for what was going to be the most amazing night ever....

I put on my dress, curled my hair, did my make up, put on my heels, and drove an hour with my two favorite girls in the entire world!

Then we finally got there.... and we partyed HARD!

And she came out, and I cried... It was soooo amazing!

She was sooo amazing, and funny, and ahhhh, I am so in love with her :) If I could go back, I would pay a million $$ to! Seriously, she ROCKS!

So, Friday soon became Monday, and my boy aged to 3!

I have already posted, so I will just give you some pictures from the day! We had a blast :)

We had an amazing day and I am so proud of how far both Oscar and I have come in the past three years!



Today, is a very specail day! Happy birthday to our special friend, Miss E-V! Savana, E-V's big sister, is my best friend, and E-V and Oscar will be best friends someday soon :)
We love you E-V!





So, that pretty much brings you up to speed.... oh wait, I got my licence yesterday, so Aussie homies, get off the road! hahaha!


Peace out :)

Taylah, x

Three

Dearest Lovebug,

Today, three years ago we welcomed you into our lives. And it was the best day of my life!

Mum rang at about 5-30 am to tell us that you had arrived... 3 weeks earlier than we expected!

You were 5.5pounds and 36cm long, you were VERY tiny :)

Mummy and Daddy took you home at 2pm and you settled in with your mummy, daddy and big brother, Darren :)

Mummy and Daddy took loads of pictures to send to us so we could see what you look like! And you were perfect! Everyone says you look a bit like cousin Jake!

A year ago you came into the world, you went home and you were perfect... you still are :)

In the past three years you have taught me so much, baby boy!

You have taught me how to love,

You have taught me how to smile,

You have taught me how to have joy,

You have taught me how to see the beautie in places we would never expect!

Three years ago you were a perfect, healthy little baby boy.

No diognosis the doctors give us can take that away.

NEVER forget that!

You are perfect, and precious and everything I had ever dreamt of!

In three years you have compleatly changed my life, precious boy!

I had never taught possible what God has done with your life! You are going to do BIG things baby!

Happy 3rd Birthday!

I love you soooooo much!

Love, Godmumma

You make me smile :)

Dearest love bug,

I havn't gotten to see you in the past few days, because everytime I go to see you your sleeping!

Your sleep patterns are funny, you go to sleep with the sun and wake up with the birdy's, or sometimes BEFORE them! You take a nap for three hours every day.
Its normally in the morning because you get up so early now!

It's hard to take you out because you often need a sleep, which is a little annoying, but its been working out really good with your theropy times :)

You make me smile with all the funny things you do, sweet boy!

Latly, I had to move all the photo's from my old computers to my laptop. I have been looking through all the pictures of when you were a little baby, you were soooo cubby! OH MY GOODNESS!

I found the pictures from your first ever smile!!



I remember that day, you came over for a visit and we worked for ages trying to make you smile. You were three months old. So little and cubby!

It brings joy to my heart, being able to remember everything, each memory, as if it were yesterday. I guess its because each moment with you is a tresure, each moment I remember the day when they told us you had little chance of living, so I make the most of the EXTRA time God gave you :)

THAT makes me smile, inside and out! It makes my heart so very happy to know we have shared so many special memories together, thank's to God! Because God gave us to you, God bought you back when the doctors said they didn't have much chance, God has blessed us so much :)

I just wanted to let you know... You make me smile, :) :)

Love, Godmumma

Fresh starts,

Dearest love bug,

God has called me to turn this blog into a blog full of letter's just for you! Do you feel loved or what?

There is lots going on in the world at the moment little boy, and we need to keep our hands in prayer and our faith in God! As always!

I can not beleive your birthday is approcing so soon! You will be three, its super exiting!

Today, I gave this blog a new look and a new purpose, to write letters to you :)
I made a new header for our fresh start to the blog!

You see, Oscar, today God mumma made some mistakes and was nasty to people I really care about! Sometimes when your heart is mad, even if it has nothing to do with what is going on, you get nasty, and its not very nice :(
Luky I have some awesome friends, and one amazing, forgiving heavenly father!

It is never to late to have a fresh start and you can never have to many... THATS how great our Dadda in heaven is.... we are pretty blessed!

Today Osama Bin Ladan died, and a lot of people around the world are happy. Death makes people feel funny things, huh?
He was a bad, bad man Oscar and he made a so many people suffer in this world. He took many lives. But with fresh starts in mind maybe he didn't go to hell? Maybe he said sorry and God forgave him? No sin is too bad for God to forgive, so I'm not sure if he is in heaven or hell right now, and honestly, I don't really care.... its between him and God ;)

So, you are crawling little boy! I am crazy proud of you! Oh my goodness!
It's just so great to see you moving!!!!
You have this truck that you LOVE to puch around all the time, its so funny to watch ;)

Your such a silly boy sometimes, you know!
You make me giggle so hard!
Like, everytime you look in the mirror you give a look like "Dangggg, that kid is sexy!!!!" than you look away and look back only to repeat it as long as we let you (which is alot because its soooo funny!)